you came to me in a
dream last night.
i ran to you,
threw my body against you,
hugged you tight,
because I knew you'd
leave me again
and I wouldn't know when
i'd see you again.
you hugged me too.
tightly.
and everything felt right.
before that, feelings of uneasiness
had been enveloping me
and consuming me
and I didn't know why.
now I know why.
i needed you.
you whispered something in my ear,
and I listened as we
clung to each other.
and then I woke up.
your words disappeared
immediately,
but I know they were
important.
my brain keeps searching
for them over and over,
but they are gone.
please come back to me again.
i'll remember this time.
i promise.